the loss of a child is such a unimaginable thing...
talking about sad or very personal issues are something i shy away from - it hurts my heart to hear of anyones struggles, especially when it involves a child, but my heart is heavy today and shelby will never be forgotten.
rowan was two months old when shelby passed and i took it hard - hard because i couldn't possibly imagine going through what her mother was experiencing and hard because shelby was a part of my heart too. zoe however was old enough to grasp what happened and took it hard, when we experienced the second blow of shelby's father committing suicide, we thought we would never recover. she was old enough to understand but i promise not ready to process.
eventually we pick up the pieces and we mask the ones we can't, but we never forget. so today we are sending up hugs and kisses to shelbypaige and prayers out to her mommy, one of my best friends in the world. we will never be over, or under, or around what happened but we can sure move forward through the best memories with that sweet baby. rip little angel!